I love you more than you'll ever know

Hey..
My grandfather is talking to my bro on the phone now..
sigh.
I was chatting wif michelle juz now on msn.. I've never seen her for quite a long time. wonder how she looks lyk now? I'm starting to look forward to going back and seeing all my friends again. haha.
Now there's only 3 more days to new year.. believe me.. i'm not very 'enthu' bout it.. another year goes by so fast.. i still remember my first day in scgs.. i tot ms lim soh cheng was the kind of teacher who doesnt laugh at all.. and i also tot jade michelle and hui shan were the type of ppl who were no fun.. haha. no offence. but turns out i was wrong. I've learnt my lesson on judging ppl by their looks. But i also remember many classmates didn't even know i was in 1CO juz coz i sat by the corner in class! hmmpphh. an example is Sheryl Cheng!! I remember her very specifically. I dunno why either. haha.
i forgot how i came to know charlyn and hui ting though. haha..sorry!

2004's been a crazy year. Crazy but fun year. I remember how during the mid years, quite a number of ppl was scribbling notes on the whiteboard right before the exam took place, me myself was pacing up and down the front of the class along with jade michelle and hui shan. and i remember lots of other fun things bout this year too.. of course not forgetting the tiffs in the friendships. and how charlyn and jade didnt lyk each other in the beginning and i was stuck in the middle!! lol. and how we used to tease michelle.. sorry buddy.. but i dun deny that it was fun. ahhahaa. but that was part of growing up; bullying others coz we felt insecure bout our own position....
thinking about all this made me feel a little sad.. they're nth but memories now.. will i still remember this when i grow up? will i still remember my friends? Or will we just grow apart? juz lyk our pri school friends? i dun deny that i dun feel comfortable talking around some of them anymore. even those who had once been my best friends.. (just to make things clear, sin yee u dun belong in this group. haha) sigh. why do we have to grow up anyway? why cant everything juz stay as it is?

To all those small innocent kids out there : Ignorance is bliss.